Today I felt like suicide,
But what battle would that have won,
I wish I'd curled up and died,
But sadly that could not be done.
These thoughts and feelings inside my head,
I sit here wishing people were dead.
I want all these emotions to be calmed,
The way it's going something will be harmed.
All these arguments going on with me,
Glaring my way what good will it do?
I just wish I could see;
Wearing the other shoe.
My heart has no place to call home,
I feel so unwelcome and cold,
I should be left out to roam,
Until I am worthless and old.
Today I felt like suicide:
But I didn't go through with it,
Something inside did - And died.